It’s not easy to shop for birthday kid, it is the biggest challenge I feel specially if it’s birthday girl who is turning 9, wooo not easy at all, trust me because they understand everything what they need or don’t need, so here I feel stuck to shop for girl who is my daughter’s friend because I don’t know what if she doesn’t like the gifts that I will spend money on, also another problem was I had no idea if she already have that item or not, so after many back-n-forth, I finally decided it’s better to buy a beautiful dress instead of any toys and girls love to dress up specially in this age while they are growing. Now I got stuck for the color if she like it or not, so I preferred to go for light color that looks good on everyone. I loved that princess dress which she can wear on parties. So now I had to add on accessories matching with the dress. so I bought unicorn criss-cross purse with it and blue glasses with hard cover for its protection that will perfectly match with her dress. Was not easy but I am happy it’s done finally. I hope she likes these gifts as it’s her big day and these gifts can bring more smile on her special day❤️.

Good morning friends, today I woke-up 3am and I felt to do meditation. Best thing in the whole world , it connects you with yourself. We heard many times that we feel relaxed so I want to share my experience with you whenever I meditate. I feel so calm from inside then it stop bothering me who hurts me with their harsh words or bully me for not making enough money that I suppose to make according to their guidelines. After my meditation every time it just don’t go to my heart anymore, I just smile and walk away. I simply look at my daughter and thank my god that I am blessed to nurture the god’s gift to me, I feel blessed that I have parents who give me lots of blessings on every call whenever I call them and they do worry for me if they don’t receive my call by the evening since they live far, I feel blessed that I have food in my plate, home to live and good cloths to wear. It’s blessings to be healthy and loved by love ones . Most beautiful thing I feel sad for those people who hurt me because they might me so lonely from inside and so negative, I smile and give them hug. I feel so much pain for every creature who is in pain and feel like crying. I never understand this part of meditation that am I getting weak emotionally or it’s something spiritual changes that everyone go through but I must say it’s the beautiful experience I go through whenever I sit for my meditation. I must do more often.

I was happy when I got up that it’s going to be rest day for me after many days since my family was home and because of long weekend, I was the busiest person in the house as I am a Mom. But when I came home after dropping my daughter to her school, I realized I locked the door when leaving for school and all the keys were inside the home, man how can I do that but yes I did that big blunder in the morning today, and the bad part was my husband was not home either so I had to call my husband back from his work so I can enter back to my home but nothing worked. So now I am sharing my morning experience with you guys while sitting in my car since it’s cold out there. Well thank god I took my car keys with me even though her school is waking distance from my home.

When I think about that time I get scared even after 5 yrs. I lives in California and my rest of the family is in Canada. My dad had successful knee surgery for his both knees and he was completely fine. One night he got up to use restroom and felt half sleepy but still got up but he lost his balance and got hit by the corner of his sharp bed that corner hit his knee exactly at the point where he had surgery. He didn’t tell this to any family members and didn’t wake any one up , he was in terrible pain but still showed he is strong to handle , next day he didn’t come out of his room instead had food on his bed, my mother kept on asking but he didn’t answer. third day when he had fever my mother got worried what happened so she called 911 and then we all came to know when he shared and showed to paramedics that his knee was swollen in double size and severe fever and for that he took Tylenol only. They took him to ER and said infection has spread and need to do surgery and then later came to know that his infection spread so fast that they doctor have to cut his knee , my dad took the stand that he will not sign on any peppers to cut his leg . He refused . So doctors took out his already surgery part out which was metal that was doing infection in his knee , they put new one , after 1 month he got infection again in new knee replacement so they did replace new again , they did it 3 times but infection was not going away so they put some material which was like cement hard that made my father leg to be straight and he was like that for 1 yr and 7 months he was on I/v antibiotics, doctors didn’t want to take any of the chance with his life . After 1 yr doctor did another surgery and put the metal again and wanted to see his body response but he had silent heart attack during surgery that none could imagine since he was never a heart patient in his life but that happened on surgery table so but thanks to doctors team they saved my father . After 1 yr body again rejected for artificial Metal in his knee then doctors tried again after 6 months by putting him back on antibiotics so it was going on for 2 yrs and my father was on bed for that long period on strong medicines back to back and knee surgeries. I salute to those doctors who didn’t give up and salute to my father who didn’t leave hope to get recovery and did alote of physical therapy to make sure he is back to shape and walk independently. It was tough time for our family that we never forget .

Do you ever feel tongue-tied when talking with someone you don’t know very well? Do you wish you could think of something to say?

Starting from name, place and many more questions like ..

• What was the last funny video you saw? … 
• What do you do to get rid of stress? … 
• What is something you are obsessed with? … 
• What three words best describe you? … 
• What would be your perfect weekend? … 
• What do you think of tattoos? … 
• What’s your favorite number? … 
• What’s the most useful thing you own?

I am too bad to start any conversation with strangers unless I am really comfortable with the person. My sister is too good to start any conversation and make friends very easily and it’s a good quality she has, I wish I could trust people that easily. I guess I like to stay in my own shell and happy with my close ones only . That’s why I have few friends who are with me from last 25 years and they are like family to me.

It’s really interesting to answer if I will be a teacher then what subject I would like to teach then I will defiantly pick my favorite medical subjects that I like the most but there are many subjects in medical field since it’s related to body parts and everything is correlated to each other but I would definitely miss to be ophthalmologist that I loved the most to teach and do more research on eyes since I am Gynocologist from my country and couldn’t continue in this country . But I would love to teach about eyes , it’s the most beautiful part of the body that connects the world to you through it and when I was studying ,it was looking more beautiful as we read more . May be next life my wish will be fulfilled but will never change my choice for medical field and will teach only medical subjects only .

1-Did neighbors do this kind of act before ?

2-Will they be okay if someone do this to them too ?

3-Does neighbors know that kind of act happening to them?

4-Why neighbors peeking at neighbors house?

Is it okay to breach someone’s privacy ?

I feel like it’s funny because neighbors can see anything anytime that we are not aware of and we will be part of their daily conversation what we do in our daily life . Even though it’s breaching the privacy but looks like it’s fun element for neighbors who is watching you when they feel like from their home window and that can be good statement or bad statement about you and that’s how they judge you and your family members . It’s funny how new homes are so close to each other because of shortage of land in big cities that people can talk to each other through their windows and without going out of their house by just standing at one place from their homes . Some people are so curious if they don’t have window to see neighbors they will come out of their house every time you get in or out of house by sitting in their garage whole day, I am talking about my neighbors who is retired and try to keep an eye all the time on everyone, it’s funny I even told him but I guess it’s his nature to do with all of our neighbors who live on the street.

Writing is art and creativity of words to use it as a poetry or to convey message . I feel lot of change in my writing from last few weeks , earlier I never realized what is the importance of writer , now I feel why all the book reader or newspapers writing conveyed their message to common people and many movies are made from those books too . As a writer if I feel the big change in myself I feel it’s not easy task that anyone can do , it’s lot of responsibility what we write and what we are tring to convey message through our blog or on newspaper or any kind of writing because people start to relate themselves with that story or topic that writer writes about . I feel more respect for this profession that people writes about .

If I had to live with Nacirema for a year is something that makes me feel scary . I can’t imagine even single day at that place where that culture makes you believe something which is not true . There is no freedom of life and whatever I read so far , I can see life like torture nothing more , it’s like you are in prison and follow someone’s directions and it’s crazy . I respect rich culture and they are rich in natural habitat . There ceremonial aspects and associated philosophy are unique but scary . I personally don’t believe in supernatural powers that is pathological horror of and fascination with the mouth and it’s believed to have a supernatural influence on social relationships. Rituals of the mouth in believe that their teeth would fall out , their gums bleed , their jaws shrink, their friends desert them and their lovers reject them . All of these things are so negative in the name of culture . It’s strongly my believe that I can’t even think to be there for 1 day and 1 year is impossible to have horrible life that no one wish for . God has given beautiful life and we should appreciate it instead of following the wise men or wise women in the name of culture .

We all have something in life that is so valuable that we can’t put the price tag on it , I have that valuable thing too which is most valuable than anything in the world . It’s my golden ring which I received by my parents . First reason why I love this ring is that I received it on my graduation day as a gift . Second reason is that it’s something that always remind me of their love for me as it’s something that was not affordable for my parents to buy that time but they saved money every month the day I took admission in college and by the time I was in my final year they had enough money to buy this gold ring with diamonds on it for me . And lastly they always wanted to give me something that can stay with me forever that I never get tired of since it’s jewelry and being girl we love jewelry. So for me this is the most prized possession I have in my life that have some memories, love and care from my parents that I never let it away from myself and wear it daily .